conscience

Sometimes it’s hard to realize that there are a lot of crimes happen in our society.

Nowadays, illogical criminal cases (such as crime to parents, teachers, orphans, etc) can be heard as common sense. for me, it is really tiring to hear that kind of news on the media. Those who are really desperate with the condition will think that “this world is really an uncomfortable place to live”.

Complex problems (such as bankruptcy, poverty, jobless) around people can make them do anything to solve it. Sometimes the solution is a “shortest solution” that doesn’t use their mind, logic, and conscience.

What is “right” and what is “wrong” is a really absurd thing nowadays. Even we have laws, especially religion as our main law, but people don’t think that it is the solution to their problems.

We just have to listen to our conscience. It is the most honest thing in ourself. It will sincerely answer our questions. when we do something “right”, our conscience will praise us and give us beautiful gifts with happiness and satisfaction in our heart. but when we do something “wrong”, our conscience will warn us with sadness and confusion in our heart.

Just listen to your heart, listen to your conscience. You will realize what the right path you should choose.

job description

as lecturer,

the main job descriptions are to teach, to research, and to serve (to the society). those are the ideal condition. but in my country, it is not easy to do that job description.

i will give you a simple in research. to do research, lecturers have to find the fund by themselves. sometimes the focus of lecturers is not: how to do the research well. the lecturers have to think: how to get the fund. how to make the “proper” financial reports.

the word “research” is also absurd here. sometimes what we call research is a project with big amount of money. lecturers just need to do a “low level” research to get big amount of money. the one who think that money is much more important than the research itself, will find another project like this.

i have also involved in a project like this. and honestly, it always strikes my head. it is far away from the lecturers’ main job description. and you know, the project itself hasn’t ended yet! it has been 6 months.

but this morning, the head of the department call me to his room. and he told me about the finalization of the project (it made me pleased). and he told me also to prepare the materials for his lectures (with my pleasure), and help him to write a text book (yap, i will).

always strive to go back to main job description. even still need to learn a lot.

welcome

welcome to my new personal blog.

this is my another blog (my previous blog is written in bahasa indonesia). i just try to express my thoughts and ideas here in english. i hope that you can enjoy it.

thank you.